Where the hell is Matt?

Video Sharing!!!!

This is one of the YouTube's Hit and it's pretty amazing that the director for these videos got sponsored to travel around the world..... doing silly dances!!!!

Good songs and I got touched by all the enthusiasm and passions from the dancers.

Where the hell is Matt? From 2006- 2008

Gaki No Tsukai- 5 Rangers

Late night show laugh. It could be a tiny weeny little pervert and sexist but the main idea is the parodies in the show.

By watching their silly introduction has made my funny bones misshaped. Luckily, there are subtitles to provide the laughs extreme.

I sucked at games

This morning, I looked at the newspaper's headline, World Cup 2010: Killer Group or Suicidal Group which consists of Portugal, Korea, Brazil and Ivory Coast. All these teams... I'm just so reluctant to comment on them.

Last night, I couldn't sleep aight, I headed to the second living room, switched on the lights, tv and PSOne. I wanted to play game so much before I sleep and as I was browsing through my brother's CD games collection, I finally picked the 'Striker 1945'. Some shooting air plane game back during the WWII

They have so many awesome planes. Names with Flying Pancake, Hayate, Mosquito, Focke Wolf (Fuck Wolf, lol) and more and as usual, I select my favorite air fighter, Shinden which shoots with bold and purple bullets or whatever is it. Back long time ago, I wasn't a good gamer and I'm also a poor shooter. Now, it still stays the same.

Ok, so I was playing and shooting the cheap motherfuckers happily, suddenly, a whole swarm of orange bullets aiming at my plane and I've got nowhere to evade. So, my plane destroyed... I only entered the round for like 15 seconds. Then, each 30 seconds my plane got shot and at one time I was so frustrated, I was hallucinating that the game was interacting with me and giving me this _l_ and 'DO YOU EVEN HAVE HANDS?'

Till now, I've not finished all the 8 short rounds. Seriously, I need to get my eyes check up in terms of spotting orange colors. Such a loser. :D Initially, I thought of playing Megaman X6 but I was thinking of practicing my fingers' reactions so I played Striker. Now, it proves I don't have that game pro attributes in my DNA. Pro gamers out there, you've got KUDOS from me.

I wouldn't want to comment on the bastard anymore. If that bastard is giving up on himself, screw himself then.

Last night, my bro got my revenge on the fucker by reporting abusive in photos. He taught me!

Ma news

I'm officially disappointed towards Tiger Woods, the ultimate richest athlete in the world., with the good man look. I'm so sorry for his wife and kids. Hence, my theory is a BINGO! 'The more the men's wealth increase, the more mistresses he owns'. I knew it!!!

Grammy Awards are around the corner and guess what!!!!!!!!!!!! This is so double, triple, quadruple or quintuple huge shock for me. Blame it on the radio if you've never heard of it, except Light and Easy fm. Jason Mraz, "Make It Mine" and John Legend, "This Time" are nominated in the Best Male Pop Vocal Performance. See the nomination category clearly. Woohoo!!! I'm so rooting for them. Those songs are the underrated excellent songs. Why is Taylor Swift got nominated in every category??? That's not fair. Doesn't mean she got laser by Kanye, everybody sympathize her??? Nope... not fair at all. Overrated.

To my dear people, if you want to watch Russell Peters, kindly notify me for the videos. I'm so glad to share Russell Peters with everyone. I love telling people about Russell Peters and if he ever come to M'sia, I will be the first one to get the tickets!!! 'Confucius say: You go to jail... Bad Boy!'

I've seen the results of groups for each country in the 2010 World Cup, South Africa. Being a big supporter to Portugal, I can't believe that Portugal is in the same group with Brazil. Oh shoots, I don't know what kind of emotions I should display during the game. Arrgh... its either they are going to make it or else... balik kampung. No!!!!

I miss the routine of singing songs to XX especially the 'I Love You' song.

My home has 2+1 retards. The 2 are the actions retards and the 1 is the expression retard.

PlayStation One and Three all night long!

And tonight's a good good night!

'I gotta feeling, that tonight's a good night'. ~ Black Eyed Peas.

Cool weather, wind was stroking and cuddling my hair.

I felt so glad and happy.

I had so much for fun during the day and night.

During the late evening, I went to Nic's house to do some posting thingy which I can't reveal until I see evidence.

So, all the hustle and bustle was just making us even pissed off. Fortunately, we made it. In the car, we had so much of talk until my brain stop processing when it comes to division. Then, we settled down to Secret Recipe in JJ for a drink. Chit chat till the time has lost. The radio had aired 'Sweet Dreams' for so many bloody times. Well, sweet dreams tonight.

Finally, I went for my presentation, the one and only for this semester which is so fucking awesome. Probably I was fucking high.

I wanna thank to all of my teammates for making this a success. Seriously, they are so cooperative enough to ask me questions which I think its necessary.

You see, our lecturer has restricted the participation of each members for presentation. So, I chose to be the QnA session and let Nik be the presenter. I believe she has better charisma. Indeed.

All of them did very well.

Best part, I wasn't shivering or shaking for stage frights anymore. That's something I'm proud of. Another best part was answering the QnA session which is what I'm expecting for. Plus, I had the tingling sense of 'everyone's best friend' shall bombard us with ridiculous questions. It came true. 'Everyone's Best Friend' was appointed to bombard us questions and the best part was a friend of mine gave us a thumbs up upon hearing the name. Well, I'm happy to take the challenge which I did answered their questions very well.

Overall, I love my presentation tonight. It felt so good but I couldn't remember if there's a loud cheer for us. But my ecstatic emotions had been showing gleefully.

Anyways, that's all. MnA is officially OVER.

Wondering if I can make it for the upcoming Christmas celebration in Portuguese Settlement.

Pictures below are taken due to the fun of eating twister fries. Weee... I met Berry and SC there too.

Bastardly Bastard. I felt so low self esteem TODAY.

These days, there's this bastard seems to have reasons for whatever his wrongdoings. No apologies. No gratitudes. So bastardly bastard.

I just feel like punching him in the face with that 'innocent' smile.

On top of that, a tight of slap for being ignorant.

Inconsiderate towards people's feelings.

I cursed so much on him.

It was just a mere of sympathy which I believe he's still asleep in his fantasy.

So, I thought of giving him a wake up call on his behavior but I drop the intentions. He's not my boyfriend so I care less anymore. Just a piece of junk. Besides, what's my position and his circle is as big as the Malaysia's map. Well, I was trying to be a friend, too bad. I wish him good luck la. Just don't fall into his own booby trap. If he fell into it, I'll be laughing in my heart so hard that my heart needs to stop pumping for 0.001second.

I'm so tired and my heart feels like collapsing. It's so bothering me that I sounded fucked up. This morning, I was feeling all low self esteem suddenly and needed a punching bag so much. Insufficient sleep and bastards are giving me hella problems. Today is so fuck my life day except McD lunch with Nik and Meera.

Right now, I want a personal time of my own. So, if anyone is asking me to complete shit assignments, I quit. Temporarily. Please let me have my personal time to fall in love with PlayStation One again. Please. I beg you to have mercy on me.

Simple mind

Currently, I own a simple mind which comes with three things. Three things I think.

My books

My games and laughs

My music

This is to prevent the extension of unnecessary thoughts and worries. Ever since I discovered the truth of Mars, I decided to clear thoughts for now. I love myself even more right now. It's still not the perfect time to expand certain links, it only bring troubles and shit chaos to me. For sure, I don't receive any benefits. I live my life and no one is gonna lead me unless you're right.

Still, I've met all kinds of people (up till date) but the right ones... they are always just... unlucky. I sympathize and sorry for them.

I've got this message for girls which sometimes I felt it's either too early, desperate or hopeless for them when it comes to love.

The other day I was watching Oprah show and there's this author comments on his book, about men and women.

Girls, you see... if the men fell in love with you, he'll definitely have plans for you. PLANS FOR YOU. You get what I mean? Living together and growing old together. He doesn't care if you have great eccentric and hyper mega tetra huge big important plans for yourself. He had already planned for you. That's the guy.

Hence, if your man is uncertain or plan-less about both of your future, I say kick his ass and dump him. He's worthless and you're gonna suffer for a LONG LONG term. Don't ever use the proverb 'Love is Blind' in this situation. You die first. Use that proverb in the appropriate situation please.

If you think the advice above is crappy, well, whatever that makes you happy.

I'm out for my simple mind.

Those were the rebellious days

Back during my rebellious age, my taste of music was somehow kinda odd. I chose to love the rock genre and Linkin Park was my ultimate favourite in the list. As times go by, trends of music changes and so does Linkin Park's music... getting all normal. Not extraordinary as it use to during those days. I still reckon Hybrid Theory the best of all.

I still do listen to other songs apart from Linkin Park but the videos that I'm bound to present are my favourites, back those days.

1. Matchbox Twenty- Bent. My current addiction. I love their guitar picks.
2. Goo Goo Dolls- Big Machine. So spiritual.
3. Trapt- Echo. Sweet song.
4. The Rasmus- In the Shadow. I like this song but back those days, my friends grossed over the video. The lead singer looks like Chucky from Child's Play. No wonder.
5. Travis- Sing. Oddity beats the rest. I used to hate this song but after a while, I kinda like it. Cool video.
6. Foo Fighters- Best Of You. Yeah!!!!
7. Foo Fighters- Learn to Fly. Yeah!!!
8. Third Eye Blind- Jumper. The voice seems to be low but overall, it's awesome.
9. 3 Doors Down- Kryptonite. This is one hella funny.
10. Nickelback- How you remind me. Sexy voice
11. Nickelback- Hero. This is the hero, not the Enrique Iglesias soapy sad Hero. (that's too goosebumps).
12. Blink 182- All the small things and The Rock Show. (Embedding disabled by request).

Enjoy. As time goes, I've change my choice of genre to somehow 'Pleasing ears'.

2 glasses of wine, 2 glasses of Whisky and Martell and mixed cocktails. Full tall glasses. I survived.

Happy Birthday to Susu

Susu, in case you're reading this:

Happy 20th Birthday.

May your coming year is all you wish for.

I bet we couldn't even celebrate your 21st birthday. Haha... it's ok.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY

SELAMAT HARI JADI KE-20

生日快乐

Joyeux Anniversaire

誕生日おめでとう

สุขสันต์ วัน เกิด

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Happy Birthday to SL

Few hours ago, I was in Tangkak celebrating grandaunt's birthday, 80 years old and still healthy. Longevity. My alcohol consumption is excessively heavy. I drink more than I eat. Sorry peeps, no pictures taken, it's my grandaunt. Not my grandma. Initially, I felt reluctant to shift my ass to mum's car today as tonnes of assignments to be done but instinct says go. So, I decided to go then without proper attire. I just hope my efforts on those shitty donkey jobs are worth.

Coincidentally, there are another 2 persons that has the same birthday as my grandaunt. SL and Susu. Apparently, Susu is probably celebrating her birthday grandly in US and having loads of fun.

Here's SL's pre birthday celebration.

I was assuming more people to the celebration and two went back due to the long holidays. So, there were a total of 6 people attended. Look at the photos for the whole team.

The girls scammed her for shopping and without seemingly acknowledging her about her celebration. So, we walked and walked around in DP and to be honest, no shopping mood on me. Celebration and convincing her it's just a shopping is all that circles in my head.

Photo session with the Birthday Girl. SL. In case you are wondering, she's the long hair one.

The girls had some snacks and quick bites just to fill the cravings and tummy. (I was so bloody hungry).

After quite some time, the time has come. We bluffed her that we wanted to have our dinner in the layer cake cafe but only Berry and me were looking for the guys. Callings and squinting our eyes to look in the dark at the field for the guys are tough job. Again, we scammed her to the field just to go across the other side.

Ta da... cake's candle were lighting so brightly and the glee of joy on her face were obvious and touching moment. You know the ritual... Stupidly, none of us took pictures of her and the cake. Hahaha.... Thanks to her boyfriend for such surprise. It's sweet to watch both of them.

Here comes the one million dollar question, 'Where to eat?' This particular question does really frustrate me each time when everything is undecided. Let me reveal the truth, originally, it was Bert's Garden in Klebang but due to darkness, creepy stories and donkey jobs, FAILED. Secondly, Harper's restaurant, tight financial this month for everyone and not much people know that place either, FAILED. (That is also a very romantic place). Thirdly, Jerry wanted the Korean Restaurant so much but birthday girl's request, FAILED. Lastly, birthday girl's request, Carry On barbecue and steamboat. PASSED. See, the one million dollar question.

I heard that place before but had never step a foot there or somewhere that area. It's located near to Pure Bar, FYI. Pure Bar kenal lor.. but such place don't know... party beast. Anyways, I was curious on Pure Bar so decided to look at it from the outside. The moment I looked at it, I hated it. Just hate it.

Everyone crawled upstairs to Carry On. My oh my, I've got lots of complaints to do on the layout of the restaurant. Definitely not a safe place to eat. Air conditioned room with smoky barbecue and no air ventilation. It's so cramp that for once, I thought that the restaurant owner is discriminating the fat people. It's dangerous to eat there too... as if gas explosion, no way out. No emergency doors, windows are tightly sealed, small spaces to even walk. I barely move that's because I was sitting inside. MMU students are everywhere and that's some place I try to avoid. Haha... but where's the hygiene and safety inspectors???? Overrated place I think, that's because it's affordable and highly recommended by MMU students. I wouldn't recommend it but due to the price, that's where I say, 'you short on money? let's go there and pray that we eat safely'.

Barbecue and steamboat's ingredients are just usual but more varieties and fresher. I got oil burnt while eating and there was a slight explosion of the food when water drips down to the foil. See, no place to run and just by avoiding it, it's too cramp there. But, all I ever did was barbecue and very little on steamboat. I love to see how my food got cook. Haha... Too busy to eat, no photos on food. Dangerous.

The celebrator team.

After an hour, I was the first one to leave. Out the whole day, I'm finally tired and exhausted.

My wish for the birthday girl:

Happy 20th BIRTHDAY. May you be happy always.

Now, no time for assignments, sleep is even important. What a reason.

1 rant and few colorful ecstatic emotions

Fatigue, lethargic and tired. These are the only three words that's circling round my mind. Despite, the whole day in the campus (from morning to night), the fatigue feeling has surfaced. My intentions of going online for academic purpose had turned into some rants and entertainments. I need discipline. The whole day, I've to go through all sorts of shitty emotions.

Morning: I'm worried and anxious over the bloody shit actions that I did yesterday. The stupidest action ever and I was embarrassed by myself.

Noon: I was ecstatic and over joy but at the same time, my foot's bruise is paining. You see, yesterday, I had a 'kungfu' stances show hand with my brother and he cheated. He stepped my foot thrice. I was laughing for pain. Back to the story, I was over joyed cause I solved a big issue and I spread my joy around.

Evening: Ecstatic too but just don't know why. The whole time, I was laughing of Russell Peter's Indian accent on 'Mind blasting'. Funny shits. People on the walkway must been thinking that I'm crazy. Besides, computer lab partner of the day.

Night: Wasn't really ecstatic anymore but I was so clumsy. Now I'm wondering how many objects I've knock it down. Well, my ass is big.

This whole 'girls-shouldn't-swear' issue really bugs me. What is the fucking wrong with girls' swearing??? I talked to so many guys and the moment I swear, they lecture me like some grandfather's story. Even my grandpa doesn't lecture me this way. You males are gender bias. You males are the fucking most discriminative person. Don't deny you cina ah pek. Don't act as if you've got the authorities. Except for Jon. He does accept my habit.

I received a sms on the bloody shit appreciation dinner. KFC for appreciation dinner??? I knew it!!!!!!!!! Stupid fucking leader leading the whole event definitely resulting stupid pathetic dry account. I don't think I wanna waste my time and hurting my eyes to see and experience that whole stupid fake shit atmosphere. Besides, I'm the underdog and unappreciated. Why waste my bloody time. Don't forget, when I say I hate you, I really hate you. I mean it. Being the typical inactive and anti social girl, I rather sit down and listen to my friends' lecture on bullshits rather than going to hypocrites' craps.

People, my blog is still moving.

Just done partially of my assignments and part of my brain cells just went kaput. Plus, long hours of staring the monitor is really nothing but hurting my eyes. I don't want to wear glasses.

I went stumbling on my friends' blog, there's this section where their friends' blog updates can be seen. So, I scrolled down to look at mine, Holy Shmoly, my timeline was still a week ago. It seems like my blog had been paused for a week... well, to them. But, my blog is still alive and it has already updated. The one-week-ago-post was about Lady Gaga and Hello Kitty. Aargh... hell no. Readers, if you've keep following me, I express my gratitude for concerning my blog and do keep on reading. Your the man!

To all girls out there, I've bring some good news to you people. Pretty clothes and affordable, extremely cheap! Every piece of garment costs only RM25. Yeah, RM 25... dresses, prom dresses, t-shirts and so on. RM 25 ONLY!!!!!! Where can you find such extremely good price for clothes? If you're wondering are they second hand, sorry to say, they are all 1st hand. Yes, first hand with such good price.

Oh wait, there's more... they have Crocs, Coach's bag and more to come.

Girls out there,

Visit this link

FOREVER RM 25

Believe me, you'll find something that you like there.

Guys, if you're reading this, don't worry, they have computer hardwares too. But, they are definitely not RM 25. But worth to visit, who knew when you browse, you see something you might like. :)

New album, Battle Studies

Battle Studies is so awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fucking awesome

John Mayer's new album rocks with great new elements. So him.

Half of My Heart has Taylor Swift featuring. Just FYI.

Couple of songs for you guys. They are good.

Black forest ain't that bad

I've got weary eyes today and I slept twice in the class. Superb. My eyes never felt this heavy before.. in campus. So tired but just wouldn't want to spend my time for a wink.

Tonnes of questionnaires to be hand out for my assignment and the moment I'm holding the questionnaires I felt pathetic. Whose gonna fill in for me? I went to the library with Nisak and we are handling out our friend's part too. So total on hand 55++. Yet only 10++ were filled. Pathetic. Why la the leader thinks we have so much connection??? Thank goodness that's not my real job in the real world. Abud ate my questionnaire... he went MIA after I hand out to him. Argh!

Yeah, just bought a birthday cake for dad. Black forest... hmmm...but he loves banana cakes. Oh well, I can make one for him... just one fine day.

John Mayer's new album is out. I gotta check it out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tonight, LBP all night long!

20 years old sound like new retiree. FML.

I'm proud to say that I've made some progress in studies today. yeah, today. Despite the heavenly long weekends, I only managed to carry my notes around the house and revised few pages. Not even close to a chapter. I don't know what I did. I sat at home and kept asking myself what to do. Hello, I'm already 2o years old and sounded like new retiree. FML.

Today, I manage to catch up a bit. A BIT only. I'm proud of reducing the time I spent on internet which reduces my risk of technostress. I'm also proud to say that I achieve 100% completing collection for two levels in Little Big Planet. 2 hours. Tell me. Thanks to the heavy academic tests.

Speaking of corporate restructuring, I've to restructure my strategies again. For assignment. I need to be quick and I don't have much time left. =(

Tough Life. Tell me about it.

It is so hard to be in zombish

Drunk? Noh.

Happy? Not in the mood.

You've just wasted your time here.

Adios

I can't believe my mum said these to me.

Mum popped a very odd and peculiar statement which I think it's cool.

I was settling down the sofa holding a purple color body cream container, then she stared at my hair.

"Your current hair is just beautiful and the length is just nice. You maintain your current hairstyle. Later on, dye this purple color and you look cool."

The color purple of the container. But I wish I could find metallic purple.

I can't believe she said that and I've to rewind her words numeral times in my shocking brain. Purple! The purple color body cream container... what made her thought of that? I thought she agreed with orange and she commented on purple. But the first line kept me flattered as I really do love my hair and I always love my hair.

Now, she's tempting me with purple but I like the orange hype.

There are reasons why I choose orange and there are also reasons why I reject purple. Both of the colors are good. Still, if you are expecting to see my hair dye the coming days.... I shall say not so soon.

Sleep Endurance - GNT

Here I present Sleep Endurance. Funny like hell. It maybe cruel but... have fun la...

Lady Gaga and Hello Kitty

Lady Gaga with Hello Kitty photoshoot. Should I be laughing or adoring?

Lady Gaga as usual with her eccentric and 'outstanding' fashion.

I ain't a big supporter of Lady Gaga but those pictures look stunning except... with Hello Kitty.

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Love + Hate = Mystery

The mystery of love and hate is beyond the confusion chemistry in each human's life. The life everyone is living is a mystery. The world is a mystery. Love + Hate= Undeniably confusion.

The current situation with the eustress and stress is a complicating love hate situation